Searching. Looking. Wandering

Just when we think this is a dead end, God will open a new way that you will never expected to.

My cousin once told me that, sometimes it's us whom rather follow our own plan than to commit and follow God's will.

As Bible says that God's ways higher than our ways and His thoughts than our thoughts. (Isaiah 55:9) We often have little faith and belittled our magnificent God.

Step by step, I can see where God's leading me and guiding me. Looking back to whom I was, I am shamed of myself. I'm nothing else but a sinner that in need His grace and mercy to cleanse me and renew me daily.

I pray for more changes to make me His favorable daughter. To gain back my confidence, kindness and trust towards people around me. Put away any negative and judgmental thoughts of my own.

I'm thankful to friends whom willing to point out my flaws and still be at my side. Especially the one whom been enduring me for many years. You guys are amazing. <3

There may have been many factors that shaped my weaknesses and flaws today. But I pray that I don't push these responsibilities away to my parents or my growing environment and to have courage in growing and changing back to the whom I once was....