Exam coming in a week time and I feel like a mice in the maze, not knowing which direction I'm heading to.  Hopefully I get my ultimate messed up bio-clock back to normal before exam days start. ;( I don't know why am I so reluctant to go to sleep and so unmotivated to wake myself up everyday. I feel... no motive in my life anymore... and this feeling really sucks. I always look up to people whom can push themselves well in study no matter what.

These days, I just get laid back may be because all my assignments due date are pretty close to exam week. It makes me feel like my study week is my break time I longed for after such hectic workloads I have had. Perhaps, getting rest is not really a good idea at all, I just give myself an excuse being lazy. Sigh, have to find a way that urge to get myself back in study mode again as soon as possible. I don't like to see myself like this at all.