I just don't want to try anymore. I feel better off with myself. I just don't know what is the right thing to do to make everyone happy. I'm certainly glad to have pals to concern and thought of me when there's something going on.. but no, it doesn't mean my kindness is endless. I"m losing my own personality and dignity just to please all of you. I need respect. No more please. 

"Are you going to make the same mistake again and again?"

"There's something you have to know, you can't just let this torment goes on." 

I'm not a fool.