The only reason you can hurt me is to hold my hand tight.

I shouldn't be so easily influenced and change myself for someone else. I thought I could get closer to you by acting brotherly and talk without boundaries. But all these vulgar words make me feel guilty every time and now I could hardly stop myself to curse. It doesn't get us any closer either. Instead, I feel I'm even far away from you. Now, our love is more brotherly > romance. Our chemical reaction doesn't fit in right.

My heart is so heavy to feel so, did you know?