So emotional. Have to slip my thoughts out from my mind and out of my chest. Please allow me. If you find this is irritating you may kindly leave and come back for my next update.

I am who I am. My character has been shaped from what I've been through, which not many ppl know. Even they do, they won't understand because they never been there. Can't finish my story for few nights I guess. A lot of people around me asking,why don't you follow your father's footstep and take over his job.

That, is quite a naive thought.

You should know people judge you always. Undoubt, they would think I get the job because I'm my father's daughter. I mean, I do can but you see, my ability is just not enough to have all those responsibilities. It's too much. And why would I do so when I am all healthy to earn myself a life? I am not going to be a parasite leech to my parents forever. Never.

People who naively think: they would be kind to you 'cuz you're your father's daughter. Truth is, I am not my father, they don't give me the same respect as they give to him. They can't get benefit from me, why would they be kind to me? Reality is cruel.

Friends who kept saying I'm a rich bitch and stick on my ass cause of it. I don't mind hanging out with you. BUT, whoever boasting around about it or trying to compete your richness with me. Fck off. I don't even want people know bout it and its non of your business. Don't dig in my life please get your own life too. And don't come and bluff me your dad going to buy you sport cars, branded stuff whatsoever, I-don't-give-a-damn. I live well without those luxuries. I choose quality stuffs that suit me, not just blindly buying the branded stuffs to get attention. I don't need it anyway, thank you very much. Don't give comments on how I spend my money. I'm spending my dad money not mine. With considerations of how much hard work, time and problems he pays off to earn a living I don't take them as granted. And really, there's much richer ppl out there, go stick with them and may be form a high status club or whatever to please yourself.

And nothing comes easy. Those you see are just a mere surface. My quote as I say always- behind every glamor there is always an ugly truth behind. Don't ever think everything is as if it's going to happen like how it happens in drama. Wake up. God writes script of our life, always ask of His will instead keep on praying on what He should give you.

I just can't bare it. Don't make me roll my eyes to the back anymore.

哦，还有。最受不了那些自以为很帅又有钱就拽啊拽的男生。帅有屁用！

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