Why you no understand when I say " I don't want to! "

I JUST DON'T. I hate being angry and I don't want be sarcastic either!

I hate it when my patience gone and get angry!

This happened to me twice, I can't content other people's problem when I have mine too. I'm not selfish, I just can't handle them! So stop pouring them to me. I'm stressed! I have my own problems that I don't tell much to other people because it's MY problems, which I think I still can handle it. I don't throw my timid problems to people unless it's out of my control. Why don't you learn to deal with it instead of kept talking bout it but nothing change after a year?

And please don't find me at the wrong time, my temper turns out worse after midnight! Especially these days when I'm trying to fall asleep to prevent any insomnia nights so I can concentrate on my final exams! I already wasted a week on insomnia nights and can't get anything into my head for final I'm so worried. But YOU CALLED ME and asked me call back (What the fish seriously!) even I told you I wanna get study because it's rare I have a clear mind to study! End up it just some timid things which you referred it to me as if it's end of your world!

DUDE, (yes, it is a dude) Grow up! You're fabulous already. You get marks like 80/100, you are fond by your friends and managers. What more you want for? Be satisfied and look at me! I'm worse than you. What more you brag about things that I've done and wished to go on! I'm seriously have had enough. I need my own time to do my own stuff too, alright?

Sorry for letting you guys seeing the angry side of me, but I really don't like the angry me either! I feel like a badass! :(