Suddenly, the memory flashed back to me again. I remember I was a high school kid that did not favor to lift both edges of my lips. My poker face always gets me trouble. It gave a false image that I'm a person that hard to approach and tend to be very fussy. Since then I start learning to smile to people I meet on the way going to school canteen. At first it was hard, until I started to get nodding and smiles back to me, I feel so so happy inside.
But do you know that one day, I was on my way to canteen happily talking to my buddy and I saw you passing by (in slow motion, I swear) I was stunted on the spot. Me looking at you, and you staring at me. I get drawn into the way you look at me. I feel heat on my cheeks and heart racing without tempo. After that I realized, I forgot to hit you with the smile I've been doing all these time, all I did was #poker face#
oh gosh! That time I really wished I could stab myself. That still matters to me even until I get into college. After 2 years, we meet again. It's like a miracle to me and oh well, I still couldn't fix my face muscle in the right place!
Lol, the end. I hope there's no much ppl reading this because its sort of an embarrassing secret. But I want you to know :) It's not easy to have such a big turn chapter in life. Je t'aime
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