I've been trying, not to feel sad, in fact of how tiny petite I am. Till there's no people really remembered my existence or tend to ignore me. Attention seeker is not I want to be, but somehow I keen to be one when I feel I need somebody to be with. I have been alone for long. Sometimes, I feel jealous to see a gang of friends, spending time with each other. But still doesn't motivate me to be sociable much. I have used to be alone.
不停发掘人生，就是生存意义
大概，习惯了孤寂就不再害怕。
感谢让我孤寂的人群。
机会，流失了，就没有了。
而我，还是学不会把握。
我，二十一。
还是一样懵懵懂懂。
你，出现，添了色彩。
我，感激，珍惜，感动。
靠自己
一切从谦卑开始。
我的人生，我还是没尽力全负责。
人因梦想伟大，梦想破灭，没有祝福。
未免太轻蔑人生，现实是残酷的，梦想能存于现实吗？
3 comments:
having group of friends is overrated, at high school i had the best group at the school, but now where are they? infact the first year of the university everything had changed so fast i couldn't even feel anything towards my ex-bffs.it sounds sad but it's the truth.So you're lonely now but i'm sure someday you will have at least one bff with whom you'll be going on adventures and sharing laughters.Don't feel sad, just be yourself and have fun that's what i did when i was alone :)
Thank you, your words mean a lot to me :)You're really kind. True, and my uni friends are gone, too, after the graduation. I do really hope to find someone to have adventure with me.
p.s: Your name with the 's' is quite unique, where do you come from? :)
Have a nice day ahead!
Reneex
aww you're really sweet.
I'm from Turkey, Şenay is pronounced as Shan-I and it means bright moon.I know you only asked where i come from but couldn't help it :))
and i think Renee is a really beautiful and delicate name.
hope you have a lovely week dear.
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