I have learned not to consistently check on phone. I have stopped sharing my life with you. I am going to stop worry of you as you don't give a damn of my care.I don't want to open up myself to you again because all I have in return is cold responses. You are like an ego cat and I'm like a fish in a tank.

I need to put smile on my face, pretend nothing has happened.

I will get it over soon. I won't forget the lessons I have learned from you. I won't forget how sarcastic you treated me. I will forgive whatever it seems not to be. Letting go and be happy.

I am going to stop digging grave for my own. I am going to live and find the meaning of life, exploring the future on my own. I am on my own now. I know I can do it. Now it's my life, I do what I want to do with it.