Certain times I forgot God's existance, so what's the right for me to ask if God still watching over me? God needs to take care every billions of broken hearts. I only need to take care myself and my family. Nothing so hard right? If things go opposite my way, and crushing over me, why don't I just move against them, swim through and get my way out? I should be tough, not a cry baby.

Renee! Be brave, be confident and search a new way out. I can live on, alone, for this short/long unknown period. =)

Today Mr. Adrian finally gave a "shoot" to my groups mate. I'm glad he told us about how lecturers see us. Yes. "Attitude". Even I'm group 123 "gang", I still hang around with 456 "gang". Honestly, I prefer 456 "gang". Obviously, in group 123 "gang", there are 4 divided sub-gangs. I hate gang-ism! It's like, he is so uncool, I don't want hang out with him. She is a Malay, I don't want to talk with her. It is really URGH! So, in group 123 class, I'm neutral. I strictly don't belong to which "gang" they asked me. (Renee, why you hang out with that gang recently?) Serious...urgh!!! =.=++++ angry! From the start untill today, our DH 32 really has a big gap. From how they handle the filming stuff, I know that they are stubborn, immature and want to do the things their own. No teamwork at all. I was so tired to convince them that I stay quiet, because they never bother to listen what I say! Let wait and see how the production outcome! The filming is really lame! What more back-stabbing. What? Confront and straight-forward? After that, I heard someone backstabbing and twisted the stories again. This inner war is not going to end. I'm really tired to convince them to be good or protest others when people says bad bout them. SICK of it. Okay, whatever. I am a audience that pay the ticket and watch the scene. I can't do nothing. *cross my arm* That's it!

Okay, back to study. I want to pass. May be not a top student but at least I do my best!!!! Aza fighting!